2021.10.20 04:15 Throw33556677 What’s the fucking point
Incoherent ramblings ahead
Life fucking sucks. I hate 99% of my existence, don’t want to get better and honestly I’d be extremely happy if I got told I’d die when I went to sleep tonight.
I’m a terrible person, the only people who talk to me are my parents, I don’t have a single friend, I got expelled from college in the last week of my final semester, I’ll never find anyone to be with and the only reason I haven’t thrown myself off a bridge is because I know what it will do to my parents. I can’t do that to them, but eventually they’ll be gone.
I ruined my life and I have no doubt that if I died today more people would celebrate it than would mourn it. And I’ve accepted that fact. Doesn’t mean life isn’t shit.
The fact that there’s probably 60+ more years of this shit doesn’t excite me. It fills me with dread. Because why the fuck do I want to live 60 more years of constant hell.
There’s no reason to live, so I’ve given up. I barely take care of myself, I do the bare minimum, I don’t try anymore. I eat maybe once every 3 days. In the last week I’ve had maybe 3-4 meals. I can’t bring myself to eat. The thought of it makes me want to puke. I accidentally went a month without showering because getting in there was too quiet.
I haven’t been in silence in years because any silence means the walls start crushing in and I hate myself more and more.
I smoke extremely unreasonable and unhealthy amounts of weed to cope with fucking living. I’m going through 1g of concentrate a fucking day right now and I’m never at more than a consistent buzz.
I don’t want to live another day, but my parents are still around I can’t jump off the balcony. So here I am, slogging through another miserable day of my life waiting for it to be over.
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2021.10.20 04:15 ImRubico I'm not the only one thinking I've seen them, right?
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2021.10.20 04:15 WebDataHubDotCom How to pull cryptocurrency price history into spreadsheets from Yahoo Finance
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2021.10.20 04:15 Accomplished_Idea569 Heyyyy i have a question
2021.10.20 04:15 MotorNeedleworker712 Ichigo[any version] vs Gotei 13[any version]
Would it have been possible for ichigo to ever beat all thirteen captains as if they were enemies? For example: [Vasto Lorde] Ichigo vs [Aizen Arc] Gotei 13.
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2021.10.20 04:15 ZakkBWyldin2 Where is the galactic hub?
I mean, it has the planetary coordinates, but where on the galactic map is it, and are you able to go there in any galaxy? Ive not gotten far enough into the game to know how teleportation works with the different galaxy's, but i would like to know.
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2021.10.20 04:15 GamingKia [S] [MYS] NEED GONE: Contax 28-70/3.5 + Contax AX
Lens condition - 9/10
Body condition - uncertain
Lens is in excellent condition, no haze, no scratches, no mold, just has quite a bit of dust, no problem with shooting but if you want 10/10 condition you could bring it in for a quick service. The lens also has a macro function that works quite well in my opinion. Comes with original certificate of inspection, original box and packaging with matching serial number, and a protective Kenko filter (just use it in place of a cap).
Body condition is uncertain, the previous owner says that it's been kept in the dry box and no problem with shooting, EXCEPT Auto Focus is not functioning. There shouldn't be any problem with manual focus. I don't really like to use such a bulky body so I did not bother to try. The body cosmetic condition is 6/10 but it's very clean inside the film door.
Strap will be included with additional $5. Only tried it, selling it at a loss.
Photos with timestamp: https://imgur.com/a/komZfQU
Price is 230USD + shipping & insurance. I will ship anywhere. I need it gone, please don't hesitate to pm me for any questions or to negotiate. Deal with PayPal. Thank you.
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2021.10.20 04:15 Arthur_Sebastian_703 Pain Scale.
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2021.10.20 04:15 Moonreaper666 S2 Samurai Jack in 3D Clone Wars' Battle of Christophosis
After 'Jumping Good' to defeat Aku and enter the Time Portal in Season 2 he ends up Christophosis at the beginning of the Clone Wars
Jack outright destroys the entire CIS ground and space force mostly on his own and aids the Jedi in other places
Jack uses Disney SW tech to upgrade his sword and get new equipment and armor. The Clone Wars is drastically different
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2021.10.20 04:15 Ok-Entrepreneur8044 Please give me karma
2021.10.20 04:15 IgnoreTheWhore Selling
Selling stacked end game Epic Seven account
Spent a lot of mola gora packs and ML summons etc. Have all the meta cards you need. Currently in champion arena. 37/54 MLs. And all best RGB heroes and limiteds. Been playing every single day for 3 years. Selling now since I took up another interest and would like to fund those interest now. Buyer pays first through Paypal. Selling price is $250
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2021.10.20 04:15 Formal_Cry_7246 Help on InkBird sous vide 200W
2021.10.20 04:15 Haunting_Secretary_5 [Fall guys] infallible training
2021.10.20 04:15 Eockaste 🇷🇺 главные новости к этому часу
📘Ввод в эксплуатацию проекта "Северный поток - 2" может заполнить брешь, существующую в настоящее время на международном энергетическом рынке, сказал посол России в Германии Сергей Нечаев 📘Сотрудники ФБР завершили обыски в домах в Нью-Йорке и Вашингтоне, которые, по словам представителя Олега Дерипаски, принадлежат его родственникам 📘Марокканская лаборатория планирует производить в королевстве российскую вакцину от коронавируса "Спутник V" и распространять ее, подписаны документы о сотрудничестве 📘Эксперт Международного института гуманитарно-политических исследований Владимир Брутер прокомментировал заявление начальника штаба обороны Великобритании генерала Николаса Картера о том, что Россия является «серьёзной угрозой» для страны 📘Украинские военные провели учения по реагированию на прорыв живой силы и бронированной техники противника на полигоне в Херсонской области, вблизи границы с Крымом
📕 Власти Башкирии и Челябинской области договорились о прохождении границы между регионами, сообщила пресс-служба Госсобрания-Курултая республики 📕 Доля вакантных офисных площадей в Москве в III квартале 2021 года достигла минимальных значений с 2007 года 📕 РЖД решила передать под застройку в Москве около 200 га своих грузовых дворов, которые не использует по назначению 📕 Самолет авиакомпании Red Wings с 90 пассажирами на борту, вылетевший в среду утром из Челябинска в Норильск, был вынужден вернуться в аэропорт вылета по техническим причинам 📕 Участие во Всероссийской переписи населения в онлайн-формате считают для себя предпочтительным 27% россиян
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2021.10.20 04:15 scpfoundationguard Hel Orochi setup completed! Link to vid: https://www.reddit.com/user/scpfoundationguard/comments/qbuxij/opening_vid/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3
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2021.10.20 04:15 Repulsive_Notice_239 SITPAY will be listed on HOTBIT ‼‼ October 20th.🚀🚀🚀🚀
SITPAY will finally be listed on Hotbit Global on October 20th.
Listing notice: https://hotbit.zendesk.com/hc/zh-hk/articles/4410928805527
Listing price: 0.001 USDT
The price is twice higher than the existing planned listing price, and SITPAY ICO will close on October 20th.
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2021.10.20 04:15 Loser69_of_the_world 失礼ですが、日本の当局は中国の当局と戦争をしようとしていますよね？では今、なぜ日本の当局は早く核兵器を使って中国人を皆殺しにしないのか。 楽しみにしています。 ハハハ。
2021.10.20 04:15 daydreamer163 Why no guys on here ? (58)
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2021.10.20 04:15 CerebralGladiator Racist scumbag threatens an Asian girl on the subway, until the other passengers intervene
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2021.10.20 04:15 Different_Air_3338 Mom's friends did whatever
First I lost my VCard when I was 12 I'm a M btw. My mom's friend was smoking fucking hot and a little off in the head and as I was in the throws if puberty I was usually rocking a semi. She would think this was so funny and go out of the way to baby sit me over the next year where she would pretty much just have her way with me. I was always made to think I was super lucky that a kid was able to do that just whenever especially with someone attractive and that if I didn't like it maybe I was broke. Coming from a bad family these things can happen. My mom had alot of friends over the years that she would just pretty much let them do whatever with me, in her own way she thought she was helping me I mean what guy doesn't wanna get laid . It wasn't all bad I mean at around age 17 I was pulling so much ass it was stupid and was pretty muxh envied by every male friend I've ever had but it gave me a warped sense of sex and that it really didn't mean anything it was just sex.
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2021.10.20 04:15 FeirceOcean The Foxhunter
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2021.10.20 04:15 saigoninja AK-117
2021.10.20 04:15 SAQueenfeet Down boy
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2021.10.20 04:15 SlickStretch What kind of style do you have, and what kind of style do you seek in a partner?
2021.10.20 04:15 Namunamu_2x15 Itto talent priority
So I have only 2 ashen hearts and 10 dream solvents so as much as I would love to 3ple crown itto I might not be able to cause RNG :') what do guys think I should do 🤔 is Q>N>E optimal?
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